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My Love

Until now I did not dare sleep because I'm afraid to see you in my dreams, and I was too afraid that I'll see you later in life, it's all because I'm afraid can not release you from my dream and I can not afford to lose you again after seeing in life will come.

All the bad memories erased wishing it now, I want to make new memories filled with beautiful memories.

As I was so angry, I feel as if I'm crazy, I just can not wait not just today, tomorrow, or years from now, I will always wait for you even a thousand years, but just today I was crazy .....

I kept looking at the sky, so beautiful when the stars appear one by one, I really felt it was crazy, when you're by my side, I never stopped thinking about you constantly, I was really expecting it to rain today, I'll remember you, the wind blows me will remember you, the wind always makes my eyes water, and even then I will always think of you .....

I know you have left, and you never say hello even if you come near me, you'll never come even though I'm always waiting for you ......

Forget ..... I certainly could if I practiced the seconds do not even think about it "I have to forget"

But how could I forget and think about it, he never asked me to wait or leave it, the last time when you did not meet my eyes at all, do not want you to hug me, though so ...... I feel comfortable when held her and looked into her face was the most I like, but for you it's the most you hate ...... what should I do?

In my heart kept saying "you're evil" but the more I miss you, you're really nasty .... But then I miss you ..... though I know you're evil has left ..... I still love you ..... because I love you,  my hatred to your self always lose blowing in the wind

I felt very hurt, until this moment always fantasized to be with you and it made me stab myself, but it was great to be able to see it in my dreams. One I will never forget the moment when with you, one by one, all the time we have spent together, and now only a memory I'll never forget it.

I hope you're happy there ..... I'm doing well here.

I guess I just have you, and I guess so, I just think of you, when I saw a beautiful thing, when I go to a beautiful place, your face always appears at to my mind, you'd never know it all ......

Although I always call your name you will never know, although I always cry because of you, kaupun'll never know, although I dreamed of you, your will never know .....

I do not understand with my heart ..... second, these days I feel just to have you ..... I always thought of you as the raindrops fall

All I know is, every person alive with the sound of their own, and I live with my voice .... Its always said I only have you ... have a lot of time to live together with you, not just you as a friend, friend, and companion of my life, but that I think is actually needed someone to lean on .....

I also want to live like you, have a family, have children, own a home, have a car, love or not in love with the thought of death will put an end to everything, including my love for you ..... I do not want to forever lonely ......

The whole time I was going through whether to leave this world with just miss you?

I no longer need the love of you .... Only ..... You do not ever forget that in this world there are people who love you

I do not want to cry anymore .... Is tomorrow someone will make me smile and laugh? if there is someone who will take me to live with and just making memories?

All that does not matter to me, I want to tell the world there will be no one knows how long I've waited for my time to be happy, I thank you for having been part of my life, and let me never be by your side.

I'll never cry again though I will never achieve happiness, which I have to do is just keep moving and moving, when the desire comes, it's lonely at the moment arrives, and when to void it arrived, I had to do was hold .

All I see in LOVE, when his joys and sorrows that must be done is to share love and love, no lies, no secrets even in the heart, showing each other wounds and scars, no falsehood, that's enough.

With the power of love then we can bear all things together, let us live together like that ..........

A promise in my life

Time continue passed, without I realized my life, there was only me and the memories.

I never thought to try and fill, my heart with love and heart to another
And I will always let a vacuum in my life

now only thy gentle your eyes that always calm my heart the time I cry
Looks like I want to ask God to live a thousand years, but it seems that is not enough. view Your eyes, call your name, I want to see you although in a dream of only a second, never enough to live a thousand years.

My promise to myself :
If I had to love and share it only with you but if I had to be without you, my life will still go back in without the love of my life because of my heart and will submit it to you

Do Not Cry

My star.....
Is there a place for me (city or country) where no one knows I'm crying

Do not cry ... To deal with this life Although only a single tear
I want to be free from the shackles of love
I thought, I like this, cause is past
And I didn't think would happen like this.

I want to escape from reality and want to live with full color
So I had to forget everything and I slept.....
That way I will be free from the shackles of love and I can life

Is it going to work?
Of course not

That's why I'm such a fool
I myself felt hopeless until this moment I thought, if I continue to lost in into sadness, loneliness
I have risked life is precious this above her all