I kept running without direction and purpose, but again I'm on my fancy (have a young Cheo - starring lee min ho) come back I stopped running, Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm sense - it's crazy self.
It is strange why only now that I'm crazy about crazy with lee min ho, even though every time I saw a movie with my sister in korea played by lee min ho, I used to admire him, he (lee min ho) absolutely perfect beings created by God , her calm, sweet smile that can bind to the liver, if the self is at his side may feel comfortable, quiet.
Ever since I saw the Korean movie The Great Doctor, I'm really crazy, I want it to look, ran up to him could only stare at his face while I was already satisfied and relieved, even just looking into her eyes.
I'm afraid it can not control myself, felt like screaming, what's wrong with myself, I realized it was impossible and would not be a Lee min ho wanted to see me, who I am, an ordinary woman who did not have anything like the beauty of women in Korea and Korean artists are all perfect in my eyes, which have smooth, clean white.
But I realized, with this impossibility yaaaa I can only submit to Allah. ("O Allah, You are the Creator, thank you You have created the perfect creature, you have created a perfect Lee Min Ho - the eyes, the face, all perfect posture)
I can do every day I see the face of lee min ho from my blackberry to say segue, because she can cure my heart, relieve and eliminate loneliness longing, who knows how long if I like my life.
All my life will always keep this love, my heart and my self have been closed to anyone and I'm determined in my heart for the rest of my life will always be alone.Though I try to forget a face Barwandes Seventry Luiz Patrick, but my love for him always keep close to my heart. Myself, my heart has been submit to him, but I do not deserve her side so he left without giving reasons.
I wanted to ask but who could answer and reassured me, what is not worthy of self in love, what I do not deserve love, protection, softness, purity of love?What all this is not enough I'm with you, accept what it is, until you're going to leave without giving a reason at fault?
As long as I was by your side I'm not asking you something that is against you, do not ask for the matter to you, I just asked you "love me, give a sincere love for me, spare me for needing your affection, belaianmu, protect me not only myself but the liver, I want us to communicate to each other to fill the day today with joy and sorrow together, give it all your life "is all I ask, is it too much I ask for it?
Now I can no longer reach you, you have a new family, you already have a child, why did you betray me this .........
These wounds are too deep, I looked forward so much to you, to destroy you sekecap expectation .... I had a dream with you for the rest of my life in sekecap you crush my dreams .......Now ....... For what I live ... to whom I survive .....
I can not refrain from this step, I can not stop my life, still as humans have a responsibility to the Creator, fixed leg must step though there is no direction and purpose. Although the heart is dead, but life must remain on the run. Vacuum is empty and I feel that I live, my life is empty kah?
I was thankful to see the film The Great Doctor, I am really thankful to God, maybe this is the way I go, maybe this is how I fill this heart, maybe this is how I cope with this void.Once I felt comfortable with Barwandes seventry luiz Patrick, and feel comfortable if I leaned on his shoulder, now I feel good, I feel relieved tears in my eyes before photo lee min ho.
Enough for me just to see photo-photo lee min ho as a cure for myself hopefully to eliminate Barwandes seventry luiz Patrick of mind.By looking photo lee min ho I feel there is always someone on my side with me, and I can smile ..........
O Allah, I submit my heart, I leave it to you myself, and I submit to you my feelings, I rely on Thee O God
I'm sorry lee min ho, imagining yourself as a friend for whom I live my life to fill thisYou could not see me ...... khan is very very unlikely, but I'm pretty with pictures and memories to film the great doctor, how do you stare at it how you doctor to doctor smiled gently and protects the doctor that you bagamana hmmmmmmmmm crossed my mind if it's me .................
This perfect beings created by God
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